Saturday, November 8, 2008
Got damnit man!!! ugh I am so bad at this! I have been SOOOOO swamped with school work and it's unbareable...I need a fuckin break!!! I'm glad I'm almost done! 5 weeks to go & I graduate! =D anyways...
*A lil update*
- Jr is 4 months old ALREADY! God time flies...
-Carmela (with her lil bad ass self) is in school twice a week
-Me school school & more school
-Hubby is in the midst of finding a new job...his contract job ends next Friday...BOOO
I am totally ready to get the fuck up out my mother's house. she is getting on MY.LAST.NERVE. SMH...
Too bad THAT won't be happening anytime soon unless Naci finds a fucking job...he just makes me want to choke the shit outta him for quitting his fucking job for CONTRACT WORK. WHO DOES THAT!!!!!!!
but whatever he says he was tired of people screaming at him and I can't blame him cuz I would been reached across that counter and slapped a bitch or 2...lol
Yesterday it was pouring and I ran to get into my car and when I started it that bitch was makin a loud screeching noise so I made an appointment this morning and when I got up to take it it wasn't makin that noise anymore! WTF?!?! I still dropped it off anyway cuz I have a warranty til 100,000 miles so what the hell...hopefully there really isn't anything that wrong with it cuz it's been a great car to me for the past 3 1/2 years =D I'm still waiting on a call back from them and it's been like 5 hours since I dropped it off...
My life is all extra boring I know...but I can't really write shit when I don't ever do shit! lol my ass be in the house M-F with the exception of Tuesdays when I'm at school...I'm such a loser! lol oh well maybe my life will get more interesting when I start my new job in Jan. =D
anyways that's all I got for now! Sorry it took me almost a freakin month to update lol
hollerrrrrrr! <3
*A lil update*
- Jr is 4 months old ALREADY! God time flies...
-Carmela (with her lil bad ass self) is in school twice a week
-Me school school & more school
-Hubby is in the midst of finding a new job...his contract job ends next Friday...BOOO
I am totally ready to get the fuck up out my mother's house. she is getting on MY.LAST.NERVE. SMH...
Too bad THAT won't be happening anytime soon unless Naci finds a fucking job...he just makes me want to choke the shit outta him for quitting his fucking job for CONTRACT WORK. WHO DOES THAT!!!!!!!
but whatever he says he was tired of people screaming at him and I can't blame him cuz I would been reached across that counter and slapped a bitch or 2...lol
Yesterday it was pouring and I ran to get into my car and when I started it that bitch was makin a loud screeching noise so I made an appointment this morning and when I got up to take it it wasn't makin that noise anymore! WTF?!?! I still dropped it off anyway cuz I have a warranty til 100,000 miles so what the hell...hopefully there really isn't anything that wrong with it cuz it's been a great car to me for the past 3 1/2 years =D I'm still waiting on a call back from them and it's been like 5 hours since I dropped it off...
My life is all extra boring I know...but I can't really write shit when I don't ever do shit! lol my ass be in the house M-F with the exception of Tuesdays when I'm at school...I'm such a loser! lol oh well maybe my life will get more interesting when I start my new job in Jan. =D
anyways that's all I got for now! Sorry it took me almost a freakin month to update lol
hollerrrrrrr! <3
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♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, October 11, 2008
♥ I shouldn't have said that...PART 1
Last night I did a bad, bad thing. While hubby was asleep, I discreetly unplugged his phone from the charger, slowly creeped out of the room, and set his phone in the other room. I then came back to the computer and went to the t-mobile website and had his online password sent to his phone. Got the password and deleted the text message from his phone, not before checking his text messages and e-mails though. I was hoping to find some incriminating evidence, but there was none. I went through his phone book as well and the number that I thought was HOODRATHOE turned out not to even be hers. It got my mind running a thousand miles a minute because now I was wondering who the fuck that other number belonged to. It was too late thought, I had already plugged his phone back in.
Now a couple months back, May around Mother's day, his WHOLE demenor changed. He stopped looking at me the same, he stopped telling me he loved me and he even moved out. Mind you, I was 8 months pregnant. This drastic change had me goin bananas because I could not for the life of me figure out what the hell I had done wrong. Up until that point, everything had been perfect. Or so I thought. Now we still saw eachother, and he still stayed the night every now and then, and he still told me he cared for me. NOT something I wanted to hear when I was 8 months pregnant with HIS child. So on those nights that he would spend the night I would sneak and take his phone, look through the text messages and log onto his myspace because I still could not figure out what I had done SO wrong. Well turns out it didn't have anything to do with me, he was talking to his ex-girlfriend AGAIN who we shall name HOODRATHOE. Supposedly she told him how much she missed him and how much she loved him and how much she wanted him back. I WAS FURIOUS!!!!!! Here I was, 8 months pregnant reading text messages back and forth between the two of them about how they missed eachother ect. ect.
[Sidenote] This is the bitch who had a child already when she met him, was with him for ONLY 8 months, and during that short period of time got THREE abortions, YES YA'LL, THREE! and then as SOON as she left him and went back to Boston got pregnant again and *drumroll please* KEPT THE BABY. so WHY this dude still associates with this hoe is BEYOND me. But then I realized something....his grandfather died July 2006(this was before he was with me ya'll) and so he went up to Boston for the funeral. Then I find out this bitch has a baby April of 2007 (he got with me Sept of '06) Now you do the math. The child sort of resembles him but everyone including him tells me that the baby is not his. He would not have a child out there that he didn't claim so I let it go. But then it brings it back to if after ALL of those horrible things that she did to him WHY would he still be talking to her IF that baby wasn't his. [End Sidenote]
So it went on like this for about 2 months all the way up until I had our son. Then I noticed that the text messaging stopped between them. Jr. was born on July 2nd 2008 and he was the happiest man alive. I thought that from then on things would be great! Boy, was I wrong. About a month later, I noticed the text messages started up again, AGAIN I was ENRAGED!!!! I couldn't figure out WHY he always went and ruined our happiness for this trifilin ass hoe. I just couldn't believe it! I was beside myself...I have a really bad problem with bottling my emotions until I explode and up until that point he never knew I knew he was talking to her. See my way of getting back at him without saying anything is to be extreamly mean and cold towards him and that was what I had been doing since I found out. I would say smart shit here and there but I guess he never put two and two together and then on the 2nd Sunday in August, I exploded. I fucking lost it! He left with Jr., like he normally does every Sunday to go look at houses with his parents, and since I knew the password to his t-mobile account I checked it when I woke up. I had seen that he had been texting her since 6AM that morning and called her when he left the house. That was it. I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I called him up and started screaming. I told him to bring my son back home and he could pack his shit and get the fuck out. He asked me why, what did he do and I just hung up on him. 45 mins later his parents come over to drop the baby off and I told him if he was going to leave he needed to take the baby with him because he was screaming on the phone some silly nonsense about if I kick him out Jr. won't see him til he's 18. Plus, I told him when I got pregnant if was to ever leave me he would have to take the baby until I finished school because there would be no way I could afford to put both kids in daycare and put myself through school. He agreed but said that he would never leave so I wouldnt need to worry about that. Well that didn't work out so well. As soon as they pulled off with the baby I needed him back!! I didn't want him to be away from me for that long, and who knows how long we would be fighting for. So I called him 3587195871 times and he wouldnt pick up the phone. Then I texted him and told him I wanted him to bring the baby back, he was pissed, well more like his bitch ass mama was pissed but they brought him back anyway. We didn't talk for a week. He called Friday and tried to act like everything was ok said he wanted to see the baby. I told him I had plans for the night (because truthfully I did, I was supposed to go out with his sister) he says that he wants to see his son and that I need to bring him over and we need to talk. Well when I get there he had bought me all these clothes and shoes (question mark head?!?!? yeah I was mad confused too!) He says he loves me so much appologized to me and said that he wouldnt talk to HOODRATHOE anymore and so he offers to watch the baby while I go out. I'm like cool ok! So I went out bought me some liquor and we ended up goin to chill with some of his sister's friends. I bought 2 bottles and the vodka I had only taken a shot of so I put it in my trunk to bring home after we left. The next morning, I get up and I didn't want to be driving around with my kids in the car with an open bottle of liquor so I bring it in Naci's parent's house and put the bottle under his bed. Then his little sister (who is 16) comes down and asked me what I was doing and I told her nothing don't worry about it then I got dressed and we left out for the day.
I was still mad at Naci and I had not forgiven him yet. Just because you buy someone shit does not mean you can buy their forgiveness and he definately didn't buy mine because a little part of me did not believe him that he would not talk to her anymore. So we get back to the house and I was supposed to go out with my sister and I told her I had a whole bottle of vodka so we didn't need to get anything. but when I get back in the house and look under the bed. THE SHIT IS GONE!!!!!
I was PISSED!!!! I ran upstairs to his sister's room and she was gone. I called her phone over and over and over again until she finally answered and she was TRASHED. I ripped her a new one!!!! This was a $30 bottle of Goose ppl and I DO NOT contribute to underage drinking because #1 I did not trust her. #2 SHE IS 16!!!! & #3 I would never hear the end of it if her parents found out. & #4 it was PAST 10PM and ALL liquor stores in GA stop selling liquor at that time so that meant I couldn't go out anymore. Not only was my sister pissed because she could have gone out to get a bottle but NOOOO I told her I already had one but I was too because I was stuck around this MF for the night who I was still not too happy with. I made sure to tell his sister that I was not playin and that she better gimme my $30 back because I did NOT buy that shit for her.
Next day, Same routine. Takes the baby, goes out to look for houses. I go back to my house. I check his phone records. THIS MF WAS TALKING TO H.R.H. AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was that. I called him and told him it was OVER. FOR GOOD this time. He starts crying asking why, what did he do this time and I just hung up.(Because he had no idea I was checking his phone records.) I tell him I'm coming to get my son because I needed to get my money anyway from his sister. So I'm texting his sister and telling her to have my money ready when I get there and this little triflin ass bitch calls me a bitch and tells me that shes got my money and for me not to ever text her phone again. I'm like ok bitch whatever (she was just mad because I told Naci what she did and he told her parents and she got in trouble LMFAO!!!) So I get over there and she had put my money by the front door so I go get it and wait for Naci to get back and I snatch the baby and left. On my way home, his little sister starts textin me poppin off at the mouth tellin me I'm a nasty white bitch(???? I'm Italian and Argentinian dumb ass hoe! lol) and Naci still loves H.R.H. and always will and that he would have been better off with her ect. ect. I'm an adult so I ignore her lil fuckery and when I get home I read the messages that she kept textin me and I texted her back...I shouldn't have but this lil young ass fresh mouthed hoe kept on!!! I just told her she betta watch who the fuck she talk to like that because I will get some young bitches from the southside to woop her ass since I can't touch her. And that was that. Naci and I didn't talk for the night. Well at least I didn't respond to shit he had to say to me!! lol
The next day he asked me to bring the baby by after work and I was a bit hesitant because I didn't wanna get involved in no drama. It happened anyways.
TBC I need to go feed my child dinner & get ready to go out tonight!!!
Now a couple months back, May around Mother's day, his WHOLE demenor changed. He stopped looking at me the same, he stopped telling me he loved me and he even moved out. Mind you, I was 8 months pregnant. This drastic change had me goin bananas because I could not for the life of me figure out what the hell I had done wrong. Up until that point, everything had been perfect. Or so I thought. Now we still saw eachother, and he still stayed the night every now and then, and he still told me he cared for me. NOT something I wanted to hear when I was 8 months pregnant with HIS child. So on those nights that he would spend the night I would sneak and take his phone, look through the text messages and log onto his myspace because I still could not figure out what I had done SO wrong. Well turns out it didn't have anything to do with me, he was talking to his ex-girlfriend AGAIN who we shall name HOODRATHOE. Supposedly she told him how much she missed him and how much she loved him and how much she wanted him back. I WAS FURIOUS!!!!!! Here I was, 8 months pregnant reading text messages back and forth between the two of them about how they missed eachother ect. ect.
[Sidenote] This is the bitch who had a child already when she met him, was with him for ONLY 8 months, and during that short period of time got THREE abortions, YES YA'LL, THREE! and then as SOON as she left him and went back to Boston got pregnant again and *drumroll please* KEPT THE BABY. so WHY this dude still associates with this hoe is BEYOND me. But then I realized something....his grandfather died July 2006(this was before he was with me ya'll) and so he went up to Boston for the funeral. Then I find out this bitch has a baby April of 2007 (he got with me Sept of '06) Now you do the math. The child sort of resembles him but everyone including him tells me that the baby is not his. He would not have a child out there that he didn't claim so I let it go. But then it brings it back to if after ALL of those horrible things that she did to him WHY would he still be talking to her IF that baby wasn't his. [End Sidenote]
So it went on like this for about 2 months all the way up until I had our son. Then I noticed that the text messaging stopped between them. Jr. was born on July 2nd 2008 and he was the happiest man alive. I thought that from then on things would be great! Boy, was I wrong. About a month later, I noticed the text messages started up again, AGAIN I was ENRAGED!!!! I couldn't figure out WHY he always went and ruined our happiness for this trifilin ass hoe. I just couldn't believe it! I was beside myself...I have a really bad problem with bottling my emotions until I explode and up until that point he never knew I knew he was talking to her. See my way of getting back at him without saying anything is to be extreamly mean and cold towards him and that was what I had been doing since I found out. I would say smart shit here and there but I guess he never put two and two together and then on the 2nd Sunday in August, I exploded. I fucking lost it! He left with Jr., like he normally does every Sunday to go look at houses with his parents, and since I knew the password to his t-mobile account I checked it when I woke up. I had seen that he had been texting her since 6AM that morning and called her when he left the house. That was it. I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I called him up and started screaming. I told him to bring my son back home and he could pack his shit and get the fuck out. He asked me why, what did he do and I just hung up on him. 45 mins later his parents come over to drop the baby off and I told him if he was going to leave he needed to take the baby with him because he was screaming on the phone some silly nonsense about if I kick him out Jr. won't see him til he's 18. Plus, I told him when I got pregnant if was to ever leave me he would have to take the baby until I finished school because there would be no way I could afford to put both kids in daycare and put myself through school. He agreed but said that he would never leave so I wouldnt need to worry about that. Well that didn't work out so well. As soon as they pulled off with the baby I needed him back!! I didn't want him to be away from me for that long, and who knows how long we would be fighting for. So I called him 3587195871 times and he wouldnt pick up the phone. Then I texted him and told him I wanted him to bring the baby back, he was pissed, well more like his bitch ass mama was pissed but they brought him back anyway. We didn't talk for a week. He called Friday and tried to act like everything was ok said he wanted to see the baby. I told him I had plans for the night (because truthfully I did, I was supposed to go out with his sister) he says that he wants to see his son and that I need to bring him over and we need to talk. Well when I get there he had bought me all these clothes and shoes (question mark head?!?!? yeah I was mad confused too!) He says he loves me so much appologized to me and said that he wouldnt talk to HOODRATHOE anymore and so he offers to watch the baby while I go out. I'm like cool ok! So I went out bought me some liquor and we ended up goin to chill with some of his sister's friends. I bought 2 bottles and the vodka I had only taken a shot of so I put it in my trunk to bring home after we left. The next morning, I get up and I didn't want to be driving around with my kids in the car with an open bottle of liquor so I bring it in Naci's parent's house and put the bottle under his bed. Then his little sister (who is 16) comes down and asked me what I was doing and I told her nothing don't worry about it then I got dressed and we left out for the day.
I was still mad at Naci and I had not forgiven him yet. Just because you buy someone shit does not mean you can buy their forgiveness and he definately didn't buy mine because a little part of me did not believe him that he would not talk to her anymore. So we get back to the house and I was supposed to go out with my sister and I told her I had a whole bottle of vodka so we didn't need to get anything. but when I get back in the house and look under the bed. THE SHIT IS GONE!!!!!
I was PISSED!!!! I ran upstairs to his sister's room and she was gone. I called her phone over and over and over again until she finally answered and she was TRASHED. I ripped her a new one!!!! This was a $30 bottle of Goose ppl and I DO NOT contribute to underage drinking because #1 I did not trust her. #2 SHE IS 16!!!! & #3 I would never hear the end of it if her parents found out. & #4 it was PAST 10PM and ALL liquor stores in GA stop selling liquor at that time so that meant I couldn't go out anymore. Not only was my sister pissed because she could have gone out to get a bottle but NOOOO I told her I already had one but I was too because I was stuck around this MF for the night who I was still not too happy with. I made sure to tell his sister that I was not playin and that she better gimme my $30 back because I did NOT buy that shit for her.
Next day, Same routine. Takes the baby, goes out to look for houses. I go back to my house. I check his phone records. THIS MF WAS TALKING TO H.R.H. AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was that. I called him and told him it was OVER. FOR GOOD this time. He starts crying asking why, what did he do this time and I just hung up.(Because he had no idea I was checking his phone records.) I tell him I'm coming to get my son because I needed to get my money anyway from his sister. So I'm texting his sister and telling her to have my money ready when I get there and this little triflin ass bitch calls me a bitch and tells me that shes got my money and for me not to ever text her phone again. I'm like ok bitch whatever (she was just mad because I told Naci what she did and he told her parents and she got in trouble LMFAO!!!) So I get over there and she had put my money by the front door so I go get it and wait for Naci to get back and I snatch the baby and left. On my way home, his little sister starts textin me poppin off at the mouth tellin me I'm a nasty white bitch(???? I'm Italian and Argentinian dumb ass hoe! lol) and Naci still loves H.R.H. and always will and that he would have been better off with her ect. ect. I'm an adult so I ignore her lil fuckery and when I get home I read the messages that she kept textin me and I texted her back...I shouldn't have but this lil young ass fresh mouthed hoe kept on!!! I just told her she betta watch who the fuck she talk to like that because I will get some young bitches from the southside to woop her ass since I can't touch her. And that was that. Naci and I didn't talk for the night. Well at least I didn't respond to shit he had to say to me!! lol
The next day he asked me to bring the baby by after work and I was a bit hesitant because I didn't wanna get involved in no drama. It happened anyways.
TBC I need to go feed my child dinner & get ready to go out tonight!!!
Labels: DRAMAAAA, his crazy ass family, men trouble, Naci
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Friday, October 10, 2008
♥ I need to write more often huh?
I do, I need to let all my damn aggression out on this bitch cuz I have such a hard time saying thing to people's faces--unless I'm SUPER PISSED. Then I'll tell a bitch off & I might even slap-a-hoe like I did when my sperm donors step mama kidnapped my daughter when she was THREE MONTHS OLD! (another blog, another time) I knocked that bitch the fuck out! I didn't even realize how hard I punched her until later my knuckles was all bloody/black & blue. I guess that's what she get for pissin a mama off! LOL but anyways back into the current date/time...
as to myhomegirl ex-friend, I DO not talk to that bitch no more & I will not. the "ignore" button is my new friend when she calls my phone! LOL I am too old to be dealing with that kind of bullshit.
On another note.... Carmela's first day of daycare/school(at the new spot cuz another Italian family we've known for YEARS owns the joint & i get a big fat 30% discount!! yay!! lol) was on Tuesday and whattyaknow Wednesday morning she woke up SICK! sdfjhd;akgh; I guess it was unavoidable but do you know how hard it is to TRY and keep a 2 1/2 year old away from a 3 month old baby?! I swear it's like taking to a brick wall cuz SHE DON'T LISTEN! lol but she had to go to school today (even though she still got a lil bit of a runny nose) cuz I am supposed to be finishing up my homework but I can not stop fuckin around! I've been procrastinating all morning since hubby left with babygirl. lol I really like this place because not only have these people known me since I was a kid but it's soooo nice! It's a structured learning facility and they have camera's so I can watch babygirl all day long if I choose to! =D She a lil bad ass though...everytime I go to the website I see her lil ass snatchin toys from other kids...smh. That's my girl! lol no no no I really gotta work on teaching her to share cuz one day it's not gon be a lil white kid she snatch a toy from and they gon smack her ass! LMFAO!
Tomorrow I have a WIC appt (I know right??? On a Saturday??? That's what I said too...these MF better not have tricked me cuz Imma be PISSED! lol) and I DREAD having to go there every three months. At least this one's in Alpharetta which is CLEAN but there are still bebe's kids runnin around screamin n shit cuz they trif ass mamas can't control them but yet they CAN NOT seem to keep their legs closed and they keep pushin out more...I'm not even gonna go there with that subject cuz I'll get all hot and bothered and probably piss some of you off and I don't feel like doing that today LOL. *SMH* After I go there, me n hubbz are spendin the day with the kiddos and goin to take them to get pics done & get some family pics done (which I'll post when I get them back =D) and then later on I'm supposed to be goin out with Miss Lena which I am SUPER excited about...too bad Imma be the only one drinking...LOL I'll try not to get too trashed =D
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On another note.... Carmela's first day of daycare/school(at the new spot cuz another Italian family we've known for YEARS owns the joint & i get a big fat 30% discount!! yay!! lol) was on Tuesday and whattyaknow Wednesday morning she woke up SICK! sdfjhd;akgh; I guess it was unavoidable but do you know how hard it is to TRY and keep a 2 1/2 year old away from a 3 month old baby?! I swear it's like taking to a brick wall cuz SHE DON'T LISTEN! lol but she had to go to school today (even though she still got a lil bit of a runny nose) cuz I am supposed to be finishing up my homework but I can not stop fuckin around! I've been procrastinating all morning since hubby left with babygirl. lol I really like this place because not only have these people known me since I was a kid but it's soooo nice! It's a structured learning facility and they have camera's so I can watch babygirl all day long if I choose to! =D She a lil bad ass though...everytime I go to the website I see her lil ass snatchin toys from other kids...smh. That's my girl! lol no no no I really gotta work on teaching her to share cuz one day it's not gon be a lil white kid she snatch a toy from and they gon smack her ass! LMFAO!
Tomorrow I have a WIC appt (I know right??? On a Saturday??? That's what I said too...these MF better not have tricked me cuz Imma be PISSED! lol) and I DREAD having to go there every three months. At least this one's in Alpharetta which is CLEAN but there are still bebe's kids runnin around screamin n shit cuz they trif ass mamas can't control them but yet they CAN NOT seem to keep their legs closed and they keep pushin out more...I'm not even gonna go there with that subject cuz I'll get all hot and bothered and probably piss some of you off and I don't feel like doing that today LOL. *SMH* After I go there, me n hubbz are spendin the day with the kiddos and goin to take them to get pics done & get some family pics done (which I'll post when I get them back =D) and then later on I'm supposed to be goin out with Miss Lena which I am SUPER excited about...too bad Imma be the only one drinking...LOL I'll try not to get too trashed =D
Naw but really though, I needta go finish up my HW so I will be able to go out so I'm out! Leave me love ppl! =D
xoxo
SHAWTYS0H00D =D
Labels: dumb triflin hoes, going out, my babygirl, nasty WIC adventures, school
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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Saturday, October 4, 2008
♥ WHY i ALWAYS END UP iNVOLVED iN SOME DRAMA?!
So yeah, this past week ain't been too eventful. Just a whole buncha bullshit ass homework for school that my ass STILL aint do yet! lol but yesterday I decided to be the good friend that I am and go get one of my homegirls who has been havin issues with her peoples cuz she told me her popz hit her. AND i. DON'T. PLAY. THAT. especially since she got 2 kids like me. But see the whole deal was, originally she was supposed to call me around SIX PM and THAT'S when I was gonna get her, told my man and erythang but plans changed and he ended up hittin her AGAIN so that's why I came early. but the plan was when I got there that she was finna call her man who "supposedly" got off work @ 12 and I would drop her at his crib. You think that shit went down like that?? HELL NAW. So I'm like ok, you know I got 2 kids and right now I'm stayin with my mama & she don't really like people at her house...so you HAVE to find him soon or imma have to take you somewhere else. So she like "that's cool. it won't be too long" Well I'll be damned if it wasn't THAT long. I got her at 11:45am, and mind you that I had to leave MY daughter at the crib with my moms(who wasn't too happy about that to begin with) so I would be able to fit her 2 bebe's kids in my car.
[side note] don't get me wrong, she my homegirl and erythang, but this chick aint got her shit together and with me havin 2 kids myself and ME being able to pull it off (with my hubby's help) i'll be DAMNED if imma be someone ELSE'S mama 'cept to my OWN!! [end side note]
Well when I get there, she talmbout she ain't got her daughter and that her crazy ass father took off with her daughter not even 5 mins. before I got there. She asked me to wait til they got back. I told her respectfully that I couldn't. (considering she live 35 mins away from where I live and that was ALREADY a hike.) So we left, I asked her what she was finna do about the situation, and she kinda brushed it off.
[side note #2] This is the same girl, who a year ago ABANDONED her daughter, leaving her with her CRAZY ass peoples and I stopped fuckin with her cuz point.blank.PERIOD. there was ABSOLOUTLY NO EXCUSE for her wreckless behavior and having only 1 child myself at the time pissed me the fuck off about why she did that shit, BUT BUT BUT, I pushed all that shit aside 6 months later when she came back and told me she realized she was wrong and really DID want her baby but I'm the type to forgive but NEVER forget so pls believe when this shit started again I REMEMBERED. [end side note #2]
She called her man & WHATTAYAKNOW???? NO ANSWER. She assured me that he would call back ASAP. And i TOLD her that if he didn't she had to be gone from my house BEFORE my man got home from work (cuz he don't like her ass but can you blame him??? he ain't as forgiving as me) at 5. Well what do you know 5 o'clock rolled around and this bitch was STILL HERE. I told her he was gonna be mad at me cuz he ain't know shit about this, but only of the original plan and he said he woulda left the house for an hour or 2 til her sister came to get her. Well do you think this bitch had any reguards to my man or his feelings??? HELL NAW. So MY man couldn't come back home after his LONG ass day at work and was driving around until this bitch finally got the fuck out. EIGHT LONG ASS HOURS LATER & AFTER ME CUSSIN HER THE FUCK OUT, her sister FINALLY came and she did get the fuck out.
Now she told me that as soon as she got to her man (WHICH NEVER ENDED UP HAPPENiNG) she was finna give me some gas money(which ALSO never ended up happening because she "CONViENENTLY" ain't have no money on her, BULLSHIT!) but she did pull out a blackberry that she said i could have cuz she aint have t-mobile anymore so I was like cool, ok. but OH NO NO NO. I had to go buy a charger for it cuz also conviently she ain't have that either. So i go buy one and LMFAOOOOOOOO that shit DID NOT CHARGE. SHIT WAS BROKE.
So that is it. That is the END of my MF niceness to these scandalous ass TRIFILIN ASS HOES who don't got they shit together. My man say I'm too nice, I say it's because I was once in those kinda sit-chi-ations and my girls were there for me (NOT HER i just thought it'd be nice to help out a mama like myself) but this bullshit just ended it all. I got TWO KIDS. TWO!!!! I'm not finna sit her and scream I struggle b/c I don't. My kids got food in they tummy's clothes on they back & a roof over they heads as well as me & my man so I don't know first hand what it's like for all these single mama's out here but I know ya'll strong and I commend ya'll!!! (but mind YOU she IS NOT. her man is just a TRIF ass excuse for a GROWN ASS 27 yr old MAN) but GOT DAMN! I gotta put my kids, my man and MYSELF first from now on. I don't have drama in my life, that shit was DEADED when they put that high school diploma in my hands so pls believe you me i am TOO grown for the shit. I met her in highschool & that is OBVIOUSLY where she need to stay in my life IN.MY.PAST.
Now tell me I'm wrong. I have done SO much shit for this bitch INCLUDING giving her my daughter's old carseat for her daughter AND my old infant carseat for her newborn son. &&&&& this is NOT the first time i have gone out of my way to get her and do shit for her. Not to mention all the clothes I have given to not only the kids but clothes for HER ass. FUCK THAT. shit pisses me off even writing how nice I been to this hoe. UGH. this is WHY I only got ONE best friend. ONE. cuz she my road dawg, my potna in crime & pls BELIEVE she would never do me like this nor I to her. bitches. FUCK EM!!!!
That's all I got for ya'll now. I promise to get to puttin up the other shit I wrote in my last blog!!
HAWLERRRRR =D
[side note] don't get me wrong, she my homegirl and erythang, but this chick aint got her shit together and with me havin 2 kids myself and ME being able to pull it off (with my hubby's help) i'll be DAMNED if imma be someone ELSE'S mama 'cept to my OWN!! [end side note]
Well when I get there, she talmbout she ain't got her daughter and that her crazy ass father took off with her daughter not even 5 mins. before I got there. She asked me to wait til they got back. I told her respectfully that I couldn't. (considering she live 35 mins away from where I live and that was ALREADY a hike.) So we left, I asked her what she was finna do about the situation, and she kinda brushed it off.
[side note #2] This is the same girl, who a year ago ABANDONED her daughter, leaving her with her CRAZY ass peoples and I stopped fuckin with her cuz point.blank.PERIOD. there was ABSOLOUTLY NO EXCUSE for her wreckless behavior and having only 1 child myself at the time pissed me the fuck off about why she did that shit, BUT BUT BUT, I pushed all that shit aside 6 months later when she came back and told me she realized she was wrong and really DID want her baby but I'm the type to forgive but NEVER forget so pls believe when this shit started again I REMEMBERED. [end side note #2]
She called her man & WHATTAYAKNOW???? NO ANSWER. She assured me that he would call back ASAP. And i TOLD her that if he didn't she had to be gone from my house BEFORE my man got home from work (cuz he don't like her ass but can you blame him??? he ain't as forgiving as me) at 5. Well what do you know 5 o'clock rolled around and this bitch was STILL HERE. I told her he was gonna be mad at me cuz he ain't know shit about this, but only of the original plan and he said he woulda left the house for an hour or 2 til her sister came to get her. Well do you think this bitch had any reguards to my man or his feelings??? HELL NAW. So MY man couldn't come back home after his LONG ass day at work and was driving around until this bitch finally got the fuck out. EIGHT LONG ASS HOURS LATER & AFTER ME CUSSIN HER THE FUCK OUT, her sister FINALLY came and she did get the fuck out.
Now she told me that as soon as she got to her man (WHICH NEVER ENDED UP HAPPENiNG) she was finna give me some gas money(which ALSO never ended up happening because she "CONViENENTLY" ain't have no money on her, BULLSHIT!) but she did pull out a blackberry that she said i could have cuz she aint have t-mobile anymore so I was like cool, ok. but OH NO NO NO. I had to go buy a charger for it cuz also conviently she ain't have that either. So i go buy one and LMFAOOOOOOOO that shit DID NOT CHARGE. SHIT WAS BROKE.
So that is it. That is the END of my MF niceness to these scandalous ass TRIFILIN ASS HOES who don't got they shit together. My man say I'm too nice, I say it's because I was once in those kinda sit-chi-ations and my girls were there for me (NOT HER i just thought it'd be nice to help out a mama like myself) but this bullshit just ended it all. I got TWO KIDS. TWO!!!! I'm not finna sit her and scream I struggle b/c I don't. My kids got food in they tummy's clothes on they back & a roof over they heads as well as me & my man so I don't know first hand what it's like for all these single mama's out here but I know ya'll strong and I commend ya'll!!! (but mind YOU she IS NOT. her man is just a TRIF ass excuse for a GROWN ASS 27 yr old MAN) but GOT DAMN! I gotta put my kids, my man and MYSELF first from now on. I don't have drama in my life, that shit was DEADED when they put that high school diploma in my hands so pls believe you me i am TOO grown for the shit. I met her in highschool & that is OBVIOUSLY where she need to stay in my life IN.MY.PAST.
Now tell me I'm wrong. I have done SO much shit for this bitch INCLUDING giving her my daughter's old carseat for her daughter AND my old infant carseat for her newborn son. &&&&& this is NOT the first time i have gone out of my way to get her and do shit for her. Not to mention all the clothes I have given to not only the kids but clothes for HER ass. FUCK THAT. shit pisses me off even writing how nice I been to this hoe. UGH. this is WHY I only got ONE best friend. ONE. cuz she my road dawg, my potna in crime & pls BELIEVE she would never do me like this nor I to her. bitches. FUCK EM!!!!
That's all I got for ya'll now. I promise to get to puttin up the other shit I wrote in my last blog!!
HAWLERRRRR =D
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♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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♥ OMG!!!!!!
if anybody knows how to add a comment box to my page pls contact me by e-mail- gbljgal@yahoo.com
PRECIATE YA`LL =D
PRECIATE YA`LL =D
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♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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♥ BACK FROM MY HOLE <3
SO...I decided to give this blogging thing one more try...I think it might be good for me so I can keep track of things cuz with TWO kids my mind is COMPLETELY lost! LOL I swear I don't be rememberin SHIT! I can't even remember where I set something down the day before and I'm only TWENTY-ONE!!! AHHH lol drives me fuckin crazy! So anyways moving right along....
I had my son...who was SUPPOSED to be a GIRL! Well at least that's what the Dr.'s said & to our suprise when I had my emergency c-section on July 2nd they told us the baby had a PENIS! & me and Naci were like "WHAT!!!!!!" cuz we had our babyshower FOR A GIRL all the clothes we had were for a GIRL and we didn't have NOTHING!! His dad had to go out and buy us an outfit to bring Jr. home in or else he woulda been sportin a cute lil purple dress!! But now I'm completely happy because I'm SO done. I've got my lil girl and my lil boy =D So far so good though! He's a really good baby sleeps ALLLLL night and I do mean ALLLLL night! He go to bed at about 10pm and wake up at about 7:30-8ish! I know, I know I'm blessed!! He will be 3 months on the 2nd and he is already 15lbs 4oz as of today!! He is such a chunker!! lol Carmela is good too! She's gettin too grown for me...the other day she was sittin on the potty [side note] I'm in the middle of ATTEMPTING to potty train her..not working out too well[end side note] and I came in to check on her and she got off the potty and pushed me and told me "go away mommy" *sighs* I know this is only the beginning of her "go away mommy's" & she ain't even 3 yet!! Breaks my heart =[
I know, this post is going to be all over the place/random because I gave up blogging back in March soooooo bare with me people!!! I started my classes today & as of December 9th I graduate from college!! WOOP WOOP! Well at least to for my Medical Receptionist Certification. Then I have 2 more years to go until I get my AA in Radiologic Technology & I absoloutely CAN NOT WAIT! I wanna be an ultra sound tech cuz they make 6 figgas & that'd look REAL nice in my bank account. Speaking of bank accounts..this shit is insane!!! My bank (Wachovia) got bought out by some Citigroup or somethin and Idk if I should switch to BOA becuase that seems like the only bank now that doesn't have any problems....either that or imma dig a hole in my back yard and bury my money LOL!
but REALLY though...this gas crisis in ATL is KILLING me. Bitches be goin EXTRA hard about it fillin up milk jugs and erythang!! I got so many things to do during the day and my ass gotta sit at home cuz a bitch can't find ONE gas station with gas that ain't got no line that I'd sit in for 1hr + & I'm impatient as it is so I don't got time for all that shit!!! I gotta be able to make it to my classes which are half way around the world...& my ass got like a quarter tank left...ughhhhhh
I only have 2 classes this quarter (Thank gooooood =D) and one of them is online...but I already they finna kick my ass...it was the first day today and I already got hella homework =/
Family life is pretty good...I'm satisfied... for now *rolls eyes* I still think Naci talkin to that bitch Jessica(his UGLY ass albino ex *throws up in mouth a lil*)...but I'll never know...he's so MF secretive.... After everything that's happened in the past 3 months(which I will solely dedicate a post about his crazy family & all that extra shit) everything should be good...but I still can't seem to push myself past it. I mean, I forgave but I will never forget....Anyways I know I'm rambling about shit that isn't important and I need to get everything catorgorized so whoever is interested in reading this can follow along...but that's all I got for now!! I will try to post a couple different posts explaining who people are, situations, ect. when I get all my f-in homework done because I need to get the shit outta the way. I can't accomplish SHIT until BOTH my kids are sleep lol! So stay tuned!! I promise I'll be back this time =D
I had my son...who was SUPPOSED to be a GIRL! Well at least that's what the Dr.'s said & to our suprise when I had my emergency c-section on July 2nd they told us the baby had a PENIS! & me and Naci were like "WHAT!!!!!!" cuz we had our babyshower FOR A GIRL all the clothes we had were for a GIRL and we didn't have NOTHING!! His dad had to go out and buy us an outfit to bring Jr. home in or else he woulda been sportin a cute lil purple dress!! But now I'm completely happy because I'm SO done. I've got my lil girl and my lil boy =D So far so good though! He's a really good baby sleeps ALLLLL night and I do mean ALLLLL night! He go to bed at about 10pm and wake up at about 7:30-8ish! I know, I know I'm blessed!! He will be 3 months on the 2nd and he is already 15lbs 4oz as of today!! He is such a chunker!! lol Carmela is good too! She's gettin too grown for me...the other day she was sittin on the potty [side note] I'm in the middle of ATTEMPTING to potty train her..not working out too well[end side note] and I came in to check on her and she got off the potty and pushed me and told me "go away mommy" *sighs* I know this is only the beginning of her "go away mommy's" & she ain't even 3 yet!! Breaks my heart =[
I know, this post is going to be all over the place/random because I gave up blogging back in March soooooo bare with me people!!! I started my classes today & as of December 9th I graduate from college!! WOOP WOOP! Well at least to for my Medical Receptionist Certification. Then I have 2 more years to go until I get my AA in Radiologic Technology & I absoloutely CAN NOT WAIT! I wanna be an ultra sound tech cuz they make 6 figgas & that'd look REAL nice in my bank account. Speaking of bank accounts..this shit is insane!!! My bank (Wachovia) got bought out by some Citigroup or somethin and Idk if I should switch to BOA becuase that seems like the only bank now that doesn't have any problems....either that or imma dig a hole in my back yard and bury my money LOL!
but REALLY though...this gas crisis in ATL is KILLING me. Bitches be goin EXTRA hard about it fillin up milk jugs and erythang!! I got so many things to do during the day and my ass gotta sit at home cuz a bitch can't find ONE gas station with gas that ain't got no line that I'd sit in for 1hr + & I'm impatient as it is so I don't got time for all that shit!!! I gotta be able to make it to my classes which are half way around the world...& my ass got like a quarter tank left...ughhhhhh
I only have 2 classes this quarter (Thank gooooood =D) and one of them is online...but I already they finna kick my ass...it was the first day today and I already got hella homework =/
Family life is pretty good...I'm satisfied... for now *rolls eyes* I still think Naci talkin to that bitch Jessica(his UGLY ass albino ex *throws up in mouth a lil*)...but I'll never know...he's so MF secretive.... After everything that's happened in the past 3 months(which I will solely dedicate a post about his crazy family & all that extra shit) everything should be good...but I still can't seem to push myself past it. I mean, I forgave but I will never forget....Anyways I know I'm rambling about shit that isn't important and I need to get everything catorgorized so whoever is interested in reading this can follow along...but that's all I got for now!! I will try to post a couple different posts explaining who people are, situations, ect. when I get all my f-in homework done because I need to get the shit outta the way. I can't accomplish SHIT until BOTH my kids are sleep lol! So stay tuned!! I promise I'll be back this time =D
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
♥ PREGNANT CHiCK DEPRiVED OF SLEEP...
GOSHHHHHHHHH! I am so confused on why I even made one of these lol...I NEVER UPDATE && NO ONE READS ANYWAY lol....oh well...I wish my ass could sleep...too bad my daughter is apparantly going to be a soccer player cuz she has been kicking the shit outta me for the past hour...you'de think when I was tired SHE'DE be tired too...HELL NO...never works like that!! ugh back to the ENDLESS tossing and turning...hubby is probably wonderin where the hell I went anyway! he always freaks out when he doesn't feel me next to him...lol silly man! i love him though!! =]
NiGhT!!!
NiGhT!!!
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♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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