Saturday, October 11, 2008
♥ I shouldn't have said that...PART 1
Last night I did a bad, bad thing. While hubby was asleep, I discreetly unplugged his phone from the charger, slowly creeped out of the room, and set his phone in the other room. I then came back to the computer and went to the t-mobile website and had his online password sent to his phone. Got the password and deleted the text message from his phone, not before checking his text messages and e-mails though. I was hoping to find some incriminating evidence, but there was none. I went through his phone book as well and the number that I thought was HOODRATHOE turned out not to even be hers. It got my mind running a thousand miles a minute because now I was wondering who the fuck that other number belonged to. It was too late thought, I had already plugged his phone back in.
Now a couple months back, May around Mother's day, his WHOLE demenor changed. He stopped looking at me the same, he stopped telling me he loved me and he even moved out. Mind you, I was 8 months pregnant. This drastic change had me goin bananas because I could not for the life of me figure out what the hell I had done wrong. Up until that point, everything had been perfect. Or so I thought. Now we still saw eachother, and he still stayed the night every now and then, and he still told me he cared for me. NOT something I wanted to hear when I was 8 months pregnant with HIS child. So on those nights that he would spend the night I would sneak and take his phone, look through the text messages and log onto his myspace because I still could not figure out what I had done SO wrong. Well turns out it didn't have anything to do with me, he was talking to his ex-girlfriend AGAIN who we shall name HOODRATHOE. Supposedly she told him how much she missed him and how much she loved him and how much she wanted him back. I WAS FURIOUS!!!!!! Here I was, 8 months pregnant reading text messages back and forth between the two of them about how they missed eachother ect. ect.
[Sidenote] This is the bitch who had a child already when she met him, was with him for ONLY 8 months, and during that short period of time got THREE abortions, YES YA'LL, THREE! and then as SOON as she left him and went back to Boston got pregnant again and *drumroll please* KEPT THE BABY. so WHY this dude still associates with this hoe is BEYOND me. But then I realized something....his grandfather died July 2006(this was before he was with me ya'll) and so he went up to Boston for the funeral. Then I find out this bitch has a baby April of 2007 (he got with me Sept of '06) Now you do the math. The child sort of resembles him but everyone including him tells me that the baby is not his. He would not have a child out there that he didn't claim so I let it go. But then it brings it back to if after ALL of those horrible things that she did to him WHY would he still be talking to her IF that baby wasn't his. [End Sidenote]
So it went on like this for about 2 months all the way up until I had our son. Then I noticed that the text messaging stopped between them. Jr. was born on July 2nd 2008 and he was the happiest man alive. I thought that from then on things would be great! Boy, was I wrong. About a month later, I noticed the text messages started up again, AGAIN I was ENRAGED!!!! I couldn't figure out WHY he always went and ruined our happiness for this trifilin ass hoe. I just couldn't believe it! I was beside myself...I have a really bad problem with bottling my emotions until I explode and up until that point he never knew I knew he was talking to her. See my way of getting back at him without saying anything is to be extreamly mean and cold towards him and that was what I had been doing since I found out. I would say smart shit here and there but I guess he never put two and two together and then on the 2nd Sunday in August, I exploded. I fucking lost it! He left with Jr., like he normally does every Sunday to go look at houses with his parents, and since I knew the password to his t-mobile account I checked it when I woke up. I had seen that he had been texting her since 6AM that morning and called her when he left the house. That was it. I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I called him up and started screaming. I told him to bring my son back home and he could pack his shit and get the fuck out. He asked me why, what did he do and I just hung up on him. 45 mins later his parents come over to drop the baby off and I told him if he was going to leave he needed to take the baby with him because he was screaming on the phone some silly nonsense about if I kick him out Jr. won't see him til he's 18. Plus, I told him when I got pregnant if was to ever leave me he would have to take the baby until I finished school because there would be no way I could afford to put both kids in daycare and put myself through school. He agreed but said that he would never leave so I wouldnt need to worry about that. Well that didn't work out so well. As soon as they pulled off with the baby I needed him back!! I didn't want him to be away from me for that long, and who knows how long we would be fighting for. So I called him 3587195871 times and he wouldnt pick up the phone. Then I texted him and told him I wanted him to bring the baby back, he was pissed, well more like his bitch ass mama was pissed but they brought him back anyway. We didn't talk for a week. He called Friday and tried to act like everything was ok said he wanted to see the baby. I told him I had plans for the night (because truthfully I did, I was supposed to go out with his sister) he says that he wants to see his son and that I need to bring him over and we need to talk. Well when I get there he had bought me all these clothes and shoes (question mark head?!?!? yeah I was mad confused too!) He says he loves me so much appologized to me and said that he wouldnt talk to HOODRATHOE anymore and so he offers to watch the baby while I go out. I'm like cool ok! So I went out bought me some liquor and we ended up goin to chill with some of his sister's friends. I bought 2 bottles and the vodka I had only taken a shot of so I put it in my trunk to bring home after we left. The next morning, I get up and I didn't want to be driving around with my kids in the car with an open bottle of liquor so I bring it in Naci's parent's house and put the bottle under his bed. Then his little sister (who is 16) comes down and asked me what I was doing and I told her nothing don't worry about it then I got dressed and we left out for the day.
I was still mad at Naci and I had not forgiven him yet. Just because you buy someone shit does not mean you can buy their forgiveness and he definately didn't buy mine because a little part of me did not believe him that he would not talk to her anymore. So we get back to the house and I was supposed to go out with my sister and I told her I had a whole bottle of vodka so we didn't need to get anything. but when I get back in the house and look under the bed. THE SHIT IS GONE!!!!!
I was PISSED!!!! I ran upstairs to his sister's room and she was gone. I called her phone over and over and over again until she finally answered and she was TRASHED. I ripped her a new one!!!! This was a $30 bottle of Goose ppl and I DO NOT contribute to underage drinking because #1 I did not trust her. #2 SHE IS 16!!!! & #3 I would never hear the end of it if her parents found out. & #4 it was PAST 10PM and ALL liquor stores in GA stop selling liquor at that time so that meant I couldn't go out anymore. Not only was my sister pissed because she could have gone out to get a bottle but NOOOO I told her I already had one but I was too because I was stuck around this MF for the night who I was still not too happy with. I made sure to tell his sister that I was not playin and that she better gimme my $30 back because I did NOT buy that shit for her.
Next day, Same routine. Takes the baby, goes out to look for houses. I go back to my house. I check his phone records. THIS MF WAS TALKING TO H.R.H. AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was that. I called him and told him it was OVER. FOR GOOD this time. He starts crying asking why, what did he do this time and I just hung up.(Because he had no idea I was checking his phone records.) I tell him I'm coming to get my son because I needed to get my money anyway from his sister. So I'm texting his sister and telling her to have my money ready when I get there and this little triflin ass bitch calls me a bitch and tells me that shes got my money and for me not to ever text her phone again. I'm like ok bitch whatever (she was just mad because I told Naci what she did and he told her parents and she got in trouble LMFAO!!!) So I get over there and she had put my money by the front door so I go get it and wait for Naci to get back and I snatch the baby and left. On my way home, his little sister starts textin me poppin off at the mouth tellin me I'm a nasty white bitch(???? I'm Italian and Argentinian dumb ass hoe! lol) and Naci still loves H.R.H. and always will and that he would have been better off with her ect. ect. I'm an adult so I ignore her lil fuckery and when I get home I read the messages that she kept textin me and I texted her back...I shouldn't have but this lil young ass fresh mouthed hoe kept on!!! I just told her she betta watch who the fuck she talk to like that because I will get some young bitches from the southside to woop her ass since I can't touch her. And that was that. Naci and I didn't talk for the night. Well at least I didn't respond to shit he had to say to me!! lol
The next day he asked me to bring the baby by after work and I was a bit hesitant because I didn't wanna get involved in no drama. It happened anyways.
TBC I need to go feed my child dinner & get ready to go out tonight!!!
Now a couple months back, May around Mother's day, his WHOLE demenor changed. He stopped looking at me the same, he stopped telling me he loved me and he even moved out. Mind you, I was 8 months pregnant. This drastic change had me goin bananas because I could not for the life of me figure out what the hell I had done wrong. Up until that point, everything had been perfect. Or so I thought. Now we still saw eachother, and he still stayed the night every now and then, and he still told me he cared for me. NOT something I wanted to hear when I was 8 months pregnant with HIS child. So on those nights that he would spend the night I would sneak and take his phone, look through the text messages and log onto his myspace because I still could not figure out what I had done SO wrong. Well turns out it didn't have anything to do with me, he was talking to his ex-girlfriend AGAIN who we shall name HOODRATHOE. Supposedly she told him how much she missed him and how much she loved him and how much she wanted him back. I WAS FURIOUS!!!!!! Here I was, 8 months pregnant reading text messages back and forth between the two of them about how they missed eachother ect. ect.
[Sidenote] This is the bitch who had a child already when she met him, was with him for ONLY 8 months, and during that short period of time got THREE abortions, YES YA'LL, THREE! and then as SOON as she left him and went back to Boston got pregnant again and *drumroll please* KEPT THE BABY. so WHY this dude still associates with this hoe is BEYOND me. But then I realized something....his grandfather died July 2006(this was before he was with me ya'll) and so he went up to Boston for the funeral. Then I find out this bitch has a baby April of 2007 (he got with me Sept of '06) Now you do the math. The child sort of resembles him but everyone including him tells me that the baby is not his. He would not have a child out there that he didn't claim so I let it go. But then it brings it back to if after ALL of those horrible things that she did to him WHY would he still be talking to her IF that baby wasn't his. [End Sidenote]
So it went on like this for about 2 months all the way up until I had our son. Then I noticed that the text messaging stopped between them. Jr. was born on July 2nd 2008 and he was the happiest man alive. I thought that from then on things would be great! Boy, was I wrong. About a month later, I noticed the text messages started up again, AGAIN I was ENRAGED!!!! I couldn't figure out WHY he always went and ruined our happiness for this trifilin ass hoe. I just couldn't believe it! I was beside myself...I have a really bad problem with bottling my emotions until I explode and up until that point he never knew I knew he was talking to her. See my way of getting back at him without saying anything is to be extreamly mean and cold towards him and that was what I had been doing since I found out. I would say smart shit here and there but I guess he never put two and two together and then on the 2nd Sunday in August, I exploded. I fucking lost it! He left with Jr., like he normally does every Sunday to go look at houses with his parents, and since I knew the password to his t-mobile account I checked it when I woke up. I had seen that he had been texting her since 6AM that morning and called her when he left the house. That was it. I COULDN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I called him up and started screaming. I told him to bring my son back home and he could pack his shit and get the fuck out. He asked me why, what did he do and I just hung up on him. 45 mins later his parents come over to drop the baby off and I told him if he was going to leave he needed to take the baby with him because he was screaming on the phone some silly nonsense about if I kick him out Jr. won't see him til he's 18. Plus, I told him when I got pregnant if was to ever leave me he would have to take the baby until I finished school because there would be no way I could afford to put both kids in daycare and put myself through school. He agreed but said that he would never leave so I wouldnt need to worry about that. Well that didn't work out so well. As soon as they pulled off with the baby I needed him back!! I didn't want him to be away from me for that long, and who knows how long we would be fighting for. So I called him 3587195871 times and he wouldnt pick up the phone. Then I texted him and told him I wanted him to bring the baby back, he was pissed, well more like his bitch ass mama was pissed but they brought him back anyway. We didn't talk for a week. He called Friday and tried to act like everything was ok said he wanted to see the baby. I told him I had plans for the night (because truthfully I did, I was supposed to go out with his sister) he says that he wants to see his son and that I need to bring him over and we need to talk. Well when I get there he had bought me all these clothes and shoes (question mark head?!?!? yeah I was mad confused too!) He says he loves me so much appologized to me and said that he wouldnt talk to HOODRATHOE anymore and so he offers to watch the baby while I go out. I'm like cool ok! So I went out bought me some liquor and we ended up goin to chill with some of his sister's friends. I bought 2 bottles and the vodka I had only taken a shot of so I put it in my trunk to bring home after we left. The next morning, I get up and I didn't want to be driving around with my kids in the car with an open bottle of liquor so I bring it in Naci's parent's house and put the bottle under his bed. Then his little sister (who is 16) comes down and asked me what I was doing and I told her nothing don't worry about it then I got dressed and we left out for the day.
I was still mad at Naci and I had not forgiven him yet. Just because you buy someone shit does not mean you can buy their forgiveness and he definately didn't buy mine because a little part of me did not believe him that he would not talk to her anymore. So we get back to the house and I was supposed to go out with my sister and I told her I had a whole bottle of vodka so we didn't need to get anything. but when I get back in the house and look under the bed. THE SHIT IS GONE!!!!!
I was PISSED!!!! I ran upstairs to his sister's room and she was gone. I called her phone over and over and over again until she finally answered and she was TRASHED. I ripped her a new one!!!! This was a $30 bottle of Goose ppl and I DO NOT contribute to underage drinking because #1 I did not trust her. #2 SHE IS 16!!!! & #3 I would never hear the end of it if her parents found out. & #4 it was PAST 10PM and ALL liquor stores in GA stop selling liquor at that time so that meant I couldn't go out anymore. Not only was my sister pissed because she could have gone out to get a bottle but NOOOO I told her I already had one but I was too because I was stuck around this MF for the night who I was still not too happy with. I made sure to tell his sister that I was not playin and that she better gimme my $30 back because I did NOT buy that shit for her.
Next day, Same routine. Takes the baby, goes out to look for houses. I go back to my house. I check his phone records. THIS MF WAS TALKING TO H.R.H. AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was that. I called him and told him it was OVER. FOR GOOD this time. He starts crying asking why, what did he do this time and I just hung up.(Because he had no idea I was checking his phone records.) I tell him I'm coming to get my son because I needed to get my money anyway from his sister. So I'm texting his sister and telling her to have my money ready when I get there and this little triflin ass bitch calls me a bitch and tells me that shes got my money and for me not to ever text her phone again. I'm like ok bitch whatever (she was just mad because I told Naci what she did and he told her parents and she got in trouble LMFAO!!!) So I get over there and she had put my money by the front door so I go get it and wait for Naci to get back and I snatch the baby and left. On my way home, his little sister starts textin me poppin off at the mouth tellin me I'm a nasty white bitch(???? I'm Italian and Argentinian dumb ass hoe! lol) and Naci still loves H.R.H. and always will and that he would have been better off with her ect. ect. I'm an adult so I ignore her lil fuckery and when I get home I read the messages that she kept textin me and I texted her back...I shouldn't have but this lil young ass fresh mouthed hoe kept on!!! I just told her she betta watch who the fuck she talk to like that because I will get some young bitches from the southside to woop her ass since I can't touch her. And that was that. Naci and I didn't talk for the night. Well at least I didn't respond to shit he had to say to me!! lol
The next day he asked me to bring the baby by after work and I was a bit hesitant because I didn't wanna get involved in no drama. It happened anyways.
TBC I need to go feed my child dinner & get ready to go out tonight!!!
Labels: DRAMAAAA, his crazy ass family, men trouble, Naci
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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